Mothers: The Gift of Life at 40

October 2021, my husband and I found out that we were going to have another child. He was under supportive, and I was in shock 😲. I said, "Really, God!" He affirmed. I did not understand the reason, but I, along with my husband, came to understand that this gift was definitely one of God's design because it was not in our plan. We were planning on getting a tiny home and traveling...now, that plan has shifted to land acquisition and birthing more things to further the quality of life for generations extended beyond us. 

This pregnancy has definitely taken a toll on me. I was exercising, performing strength training, and eating healthy at least 80% of the time. Now, I do well enough to get in 2K steps a day, short of my average of 7 mile bike ride. I do well enough to pick up something over a couple of pounds because my daughter stresses that she will not allow me to lift more. I do well enough to get a balanced diet as my anemia is on steroids. 

Along the way, I have accepted the journey. I understand that my carrying life at 40 is different from 34, 32, 27, and 23 (*miscarriage in there. My 3rd birthed child was our rainbow 🌈 baby.). I have come to understand that the challenges I now am enduring will be a part of the story we get to convey to our young prince. 

No, I am not able to bop around and move like I used to move. But, the blessing in this journey is I am encased with an abundance of love and light within and outside of our household. This process has shown me how this life has a positive effect on others in my reach, my circle, and this life that I am blessed to carry is a blessing for so many others. 

So, guess what...my shock became a way for God to show his power, and how his plan(s) supercede ours. I know he is laughing like he is at a comedy show. 

Most Grateful Christ Follower